Once and for all....
u hurt my feelings for once and it will be there forever in my heart...
u betrayed me for once and it will be remembered forever in my heart...
although i didn't show in my actions, but it is always be in my heart..
to those who treat me well, i m a very kind and good person..
to those who treat me bad, so sorry i will not forgive you...
i can endure in watever actions physically u did, but so sorry if your mouth betrayed me..
this is the ONE AND ONLY thing that i cannot endure, that is when you BETRAY!
i WILL NOT treat u as person to talk to anymore.. NOT ANYMORE!!! AT ALL. 

i m too disappointed in YOU.

YOU-KNOW-WHO-YOU-ARE!!

Seriously the mosque is pissing me off.... 5 times per day 30 minutes per time is crap!!

totally crap!! what the Fish are they singing there... ain't sweet melody its sound polluting!!! 

won't they scare that it will be burnt someday?? like how those churches are being burnt???

democratic country? GOODNESS.....!

I need a holiday...or else it will turn worse...

it is very tired very hectic to live like this... o.O

I need time to sooth myself down, after one and another test..

physically and mentally tired... stressed up...

when i want to sleep for 14 hours, i will wake up automatically on the 5th hour... and can't fall asleep again...

insomnia?? or pre exam syndrom??

I miss my family, i miss my friends...

I miss my hometown i miss Ipoh..

 

Carmen Tung wants to go out and play... like how she used to be....

Again I am touched... by the love of Him...

Worship You Alone - Planet Shakers

Your faithfulness never fails
Your faithfulness everyday
You're the same

Unfailing love sets me free
Unfailing love you lead me
With your hand

And all i know
With your arms around me
Your face is all that i seek
Your love and grace
Pick me up and hold me
You alone are holy

For you alone are great in power
You alone are my strong tower
And i will lift my heart and soul
To worship you alone

For you alone are my desire
You have set my heart on fire
And i will lift my heart and soul
To worship you alone
Worship you alone

And i will follow after you
For you are my desire
Oh jesus, my heart belongs to you.

my life is Yours. =)

2010 - A new decade - A new year - 21 years old.

Foundation in Electrical and Electronics 2nd semester.

And it will be a positive year.
And it will be a very wonderful year ahead.
And it will be full of joy and full of excitement.
And it will be fruitful and meaningful.

And I will grow stronger in Him.
And I will grow mentally and spiritually.
And I will endure with a goal.
And I will persevere with faith.
 
And I have a new resolution to be fulfilled.
And I have a new spirit to move on.
And I have a motivation to carry on.
And I have a dream to chase. =)

And I love new starts.


My start of 2010:
1st thing doing: playing uno cards
1st word spoken: happy new year
1st destination: sunway pyramid
1st breakfast: roti with curry chicken
1st lunch: sakae sushi
1st tea time: baskin robbins
1st dinner: no dinner taken..XD
1st friend met: Joanne Lim Phui Yee
1st thing bought: a shirt
1st movie watched: AVATAR!!!
1st test: chemistry test 2… o.O
1st Sunday service: usher~~
  
Wishing everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR and a blessed year ahead… =)

One question strucked me... "Am i suppressing my own personality to survive?"

Oh no, and this question is bugging me for few days..

and i am thinking and thinking and thinking about it..

Am I am I am I??

and i think the answer is quite a YES...

And what is the solution for this??

I have 2 options for this:

1. Continue to suppress since I have suppressed for half year

2. Be my ownself and live alone....

which one to choose??? 

8/12/09 1.00am

“Thank you Angeline, that I felt the love of a friend, a true and caring friend after I come to UNITEN. Thank you for calling me this late, even though you are sick, to care for me. I promise you, that I will be strong and I will try to control my tear and I won’t let it fall so easily. I will try not to let this test fails my trust and faith to God. I will be strong and through this test, I will grow even more and all I believe my loved ones will be blessed by the Lord as I am growing in Him. Thank you for walking with me in the road of growth in Christianity. I Thank God for you, for your presence in my life is a blessing from God. I appreciate you.”

But for these words, I will not express it out verbally, I will keep it in my heart, and I will say it to the Lord our God, and ask Him to bless you even more and more day by day as we believe in Him. That He is the mighty and living God who reigns the universe. Praise the Lord. Amen!  

*to anyone who accidentally saw this post, pls pretend that u din see it... i will appreciate.. =)