Stand By Me

He was the Penolong Kanan of SMK Tun Perak.

He is the Penolong Kanan of SMK Sayong.

He is my all time favourite driver.

He is the saviour of all accidents.

He is MY DAD.

He is OUR DAD.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ 

I don't have much of his picture,and I am not staying with him.
I am the weird one who refuse to stay with the parents and prefer the grandparents.
And He gave me the freedom to choose. He always provide me with all the freedom in the world to do whatever I wanted to do. "He cares me not" is the impression that he gives me all this while in my life, until a certain time where I realised that he cares me the most. It was when I failed my STPM.

When the whole world seems to be deceiving me, when I feel that my world is falling apart,and when i nearly suffocated to death for sleeping in the car after my results and when everyone in the world is searching high and low for the missing me even after midnight,suddenly i received a sms from him saying "Don't worry about your result,you did your best. What passed has passed. I'd saved enough money to pay for your education in the privates. Let me settle the rest." For once i broke into tears and the guilt of not being a good daughter rushed in my blood. And when I am ready to face all the consequences that I've caused,he is too the one who stood up and say "Nice experience in Form 6, now u got to really study for your Foundation" without a word of scolding.

The guilt built up in me day by day for letting him down, even until now. But he had never gave me up. I don't know how but every time of my despair his miraculous word will be able to bring me back up and to continue my journey.A simple sms from him, and you will see me shedding tears. His words of wisdom and words of encouragement won every other advises in the world.

We never met for father's day this year. All that I did was sending him a sms "Happy father's day. I love you"
And his reply made me cry too
"TQ, my loving and lovely girl, no matter what you are doing I'll get your back. I'll be supporting you all the way. take care."



Of all the powerful words, his is the most powerful on earth. =)
Papa, I love you.



This video is a Thai insurance advertisement which made me cry every time I clicked the "play" button. It reminds me of how much my dad loved me especially the part where the boy fell down from his bicycle.

"Get up. Be a man. You can do it"

It is the same way how my dad teaches me about life. He is not the protective type which doesn't allow you to try whatever he thinks that it might harm you.He is the type of "Go on. Do all the things that you think is appropriate. And if you succeed, congratulations, but if you failed, don't worry I'll catch you when you fall." 

Of course I doesn't want my family to be like the one in the advertisement (touch wood), but the clip reminds me about the love of a father to his children.
and it is calling me to appreciate every of my family members because everyone of them is a gift from God to my life.

Happy father's day Papa. Sorry that I didn't tell u all these things face to face.You know Malaysian traditions, where all things are kept in the heart.
Somehow in the future if u bumped into this post, it is just a very very small portion of what i want to tell you. There are more. Much more to tell u.
I am still waiting for that day where we can really sit down and talk heart to heart and not in sms anymore. =)