Stand By Me

GAH I really feel this suffocating! Out of no where homesickness just strangle me to death.  Somehow I admit that I am grandma's little granddaughter. The little girl who longed for grandma all the time and cried out loud when grandma is not in sight. I JUST DON'T WANT TO GROW UP! The big girl's world isn't that fun after all. Can i just take a train and go Home right now? I miss my bed I miss my blanket badly. =(

I miss sneaking into your blanket I miss sharing the same pillow with you. I miss sleeping next to you. I miss your body temperature I miss your nagging I miss the dishes prepared by you I miss the way you cover me with blanket I miss your voice. I miss the way you hold my hands I miss the way u lean on me. And I miss chatting with you all night long. Grandma 

I miss your bedtime stories I miss the taste of Milo prepared by you I miss your singing I miss the rhythm of your harmonica I miss the plucking sound of your guitar. I miss your serious look I miss the way u wake me up for school I miss sitting on your passenger seat and having school blues everyday I miss the food u prepared for me every recess time. And I miss you teaching me guitar. Grandpa 

I miss the fragrance of the room I miss the twinkling lights in the porch I miss the rusting bike that I used to ride I miss the mosaic on the floor I miss the carpet that we bought I miss the cracking sound of the door I miss the way you arrange the slippers. I miss the sofa that I used to nap on I miss the old guitar hanging on the wall. I miss the old organ I miss the rough floor I miss the sound of the air conditioner. I miss the way how furniture is arranged. Home 

It doesn't matter who you are. What matters is who are your loved ones that completes your life. HOME is my heaven on earth. I want to go back to my own heaven. 

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