DISAPPOINTMENTS!!!!
It may be coincidence for the first time, but when there is a 2nd time I called it "an intentional did with strategies to hit a goal" , which directly causes the first time to be not as pure or as coincidentally as it was.
Human being has limitations. And it has gone over to my limit for this second time that unconsciously I pulled back ALL my trust in you. We WERE once good friends. And I once thought that you will be one of my best someday.
TADAA… you are disqualified.. poot poOT POOT!!!
No more secrets for you, no more deep talk with you! BOO!!
You shall be placed in a category of “beware, you are danger” and “keeping you outside the fence” group.
It is sad when it happens for the first time, but not as sad when it is the 2nd time.
BAH~!! Because you gave me the heart preparation for the 2nd time and it DID happen.
So, take it easy wey Carmen Tung. =) CHILL
Great right? For how human being trying to defend themselves from shame. When u have SHAME you BLAME. And it is growing stronger and stronger while God is trying to pull all shames down from human being. I know I know I m like that as well, but I can’t help myself. Sorry =(
Tomorrow is MONDAY!! Oh Monday blues~
4 comments:
When I look at this, I cried, no, wept... Not because you're so pity for all these tat happened to you... But I cried of, how come, the one that I tot, tat would really treasure relationships and ppl around her like her own family, could put an end to a relationship and cast out the other person whom might think you're dear to him/her so easily... What is more important than a person? Sin? Wrongdoings? Misunderstandings? If a person cannot worth up to these things, then wut is my worth in your heart? Is the ppl around you worse than sin, cheaper than wrongdoings, more worthless then misunderstandings? This is not the one that I've known... I am devastated... I am broken-hearted... And I am sure the God that you've mentioned in this post, is heart-broken too, to see His children distrust one another...
Dear friend. it is because i treasure relationships a lot and so it cause me to feel the hurt. if u think him/her is not important to me will i feel the pain? human beings tend to protect themselves from getting hurt. the ability of defensive is something God gave. And i feel that u are accusing me. where in my post did i say that i ended the relationship with him/her?? and why are u so anonymous that u are not revealing your real identity? don't u think confronting me is better or to leave a comment here without a name?
I apologize if my comment accused you of sth you've not done... Ability to defense is something that God gave... But it's not to defend ourselves, our rights, our standards, our principles, our thinking... It's to defend God's Kingdom, God's ppl, God's standards, God's principles, God's heartbeat for every single human on earth, where He gave even His son to die for our sins... So that when Satan come to destruct, we'll have the strength from God to construct again... I put myself as anonymous because I don't think it's important for you to know who am I. Rather, it's more important for you to know who God really is and who you are in God...
so do u mean that i am not in God's Kingdom, i m not God's people, i am not in God's heartbeat as a human? or are u trying to say that i am not a human being and i have no right to be defended? and does God does things underground? Does he not declare that He is God? So do u think that your did is godly enough to comment here without declaring yourself?
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